February 2012
38 posts
and here it goes again .. my uncertainty and lack of confidence in myself.
can’t explain how much this relates to me.
JC.
this isn’t suppose to be a sappy Valentine’s day post, but it just happens to be the best person in the whole worlds birthday and I would like to take the time to say how amazing he is (:
happy 21st birthday to the same Valentine i’ve had since freshman year. I’m pretty sure I’ve written before how much this dude means to me. Even though we’re miles and miles...
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we’ve all been hurt before but that’s not a reason for you to not let someone in. Not everybody has the intention to play with your emotions and break your heart. Learn to give and take, learn to let someone get close to you and learn to open up. I’m not saying wear your heart on your sleeve, but you can’t keep pushing people away just because you’re afraid.
that awkward moment when
it’s only you and an old man in the elevator and sex-chris brown comes on shuffle and you realize that the guy can hear it. ohhh and I didn’t notice until we got to the 7th floor ….
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steppin up my game and doing big things.
leaving all negativity behind and working through the struggle.
I'm probably not where I should be or where you...
damn, on point.
Wow.
Me: God, can I ask You a question?
God: Sure
Me: Promise You won't get mad ...
God: I promise
Me: Why did You let so much stuff happen to me today?
God: What do u mean?
Me: Well, I woke up late
God: Yes
Me: My car took forever to start
God: Okay
Me: at lunch they made my sandwich wrong & I had to wait
God: Huummm
Me: On the way home, my phone went DEAD, just as I picked up a call
God: All right
Me: And to top of it all off, when I got home ~I just want to soak my feet in my new foot massager & relax. BUT it wouldn't work!!! Nothing went right today! Why did You do that?
God: Let me see, the death angel was at your bed this morning & I had to send one of My Angels to battle him for your life. I let you sleep through that
Me: (humbled) OH
God: I didn't let your car start because there was a drunk driver on your route that would have hit you if you were on the road.
Me: (ashamed)
God: The first person who made your sandwich today was sick & I didn't want you to catch what they have, I knew you couldn't afford to miss work.
Me (embarrassed): Okay
God: Your phone went dead because the person that was calling was going to give false witness about what you said on that call, I didn't even let you talk to them so you would be covered.
Me (softly): I see God
God: Oh and that foot massager, it had a shortage that was going to throw out all of the power in your house tonight. I didn't think you wanted to be in the dark.
Me: I'm sorry God
God: Don't be sorry, just learn to Trust Me.... in All things , the Good & the bad.
Me: I will trust You.
God: And don't doubt that My plan for your day is Always Better than your plan.
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update
Shit is about to get hella hectic!
got my new work schedule and definitely working hella hours. negative - straight work and classes 8-5pm. positive - saving money for London next summer (:
midterms on midterms on midterms.
I’m so confused in my public policy class. I mean, I find it interesting but sometimes my brain can’t handle all the information. Especially writing this...